It's not there now
Ineloquence and anger
Are all we have.
I had a really good time with Ness today. :) No idea why, but we always have sushi whenever we meet up with each other. We caught up like a lot and it feels good cause we don't get to meet up with each other often. Anyway her friend was like asking her why does she still go out with her primary one friend ( ME ) and both of our replies were like ''WHY CANNOT!'' Hahaha. Oh yes, kept bumping into Sheranne and Ben today. Town was so crowded too because of the whatever performances that were going on haha.
Okay, both of us find this rather cool hahaha.
I kept telling her that she looks so cute with her fringe, like a barbie doll hahaha.
Maybe I'll upload more pictures when I get the pictures from her camera. :)
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I think I'm giving up trying to save this ________ship. I'm so tired of feeling disappointed each time people do not live up to my expectations and yeah maybe I do not live up to their expectations too. But all these times I find it so difficult to adapt to all the different changes. Y'know I could hardly catch up and there's just no chance for me to understand why are all these happening even though it has always been on my heart all these while. I find myself holding on to it so tightly but it's actually dying to get off my hands time after time. I'm beginning to realise what's my weakest point afterall. But you must know that it hasn't been easy on me, accepting the fact that things will never be the same as before again.
10:12 PM
